So I am into the 13 month of writing my thesis and just about ready to give up --- no other reason except that my supervisor is driving me insane . Since i did my field work before i did my lit review and such i did anticipate to take the full three terms once i came back from the field.... i am currently enrolled in my 4th term and I am totally not happy especially after today's meeting ---- He finally managed to get past the first 20 pages but once again has refused to read any further cos .... cos i DONT f**king KNOW the reason --- this is what he has been doing for the last 2 months. He has refused to go past the first few pages BUT i am happy to note that , that Barrier has now been broken and he managed to look through the 2nd chapter BUT once again MAJOR writing issues has prevented him from moving forward --- I was really ticked off when I went into the meetin ' today and I did give him 2 cents of my mind --- first i told him it was not ok to just read a few pages everytime and the second thing was that he cannot sit on my paper for a whole week then read it the nite before and get it back to me --- anyways no use cribbing -- i am back at it -- this time i have better direction from him so i know wat to do ---- so i have told him that i will hand it in again on Tuesday and that he should give it back to me on Wednesday --- COS THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I WANT TO MISS THE DEADLINE AGAIN --- i would rather be dead and i think he gets the point --- tho he did tell me that maybe i should take a break etc -- in the end he was kinda hopeful about the scenario... so once again i am hoping for the best ..... but this time i am going to give it my undivided attention --- no Chatting, phones, TV, trick or treating' etc etc ..... I am thankful that SM wasn't in town .... i have gotten used to not talking to him everyday and i was super good --- i called him only once the whole time he has been away that too only on deepavali that too cos amma wanted to wish him --- i just need to make sure i do the same for the next 5 days also --- so i can get this S*** over with .... i mean i was truly in love with my paper and real proud until it got to this point where i cannot get rid of it. its startin' to make me feel like i am drowning and it is the anchor around my ankle pulling me down..... please will the universal power help me out just a tad bit --- i mean really .......i am ready to deliver this child of mine ......and its about ready to get the hell away from me too....
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All the best !!!!
Thanks :)
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