Nadodigal - Oru Iniya Kadhal Kadhai ....

Not the last time ... but the time for before that when I went home ... an interesting movie was calling my soul ... amma and appa had already seen it and it came with high recommendations ... i was sick of watching movies at that point .... to be specific tamil commercial films... my heart was dry and my soul sucked out of life... i was bogged down by work and all the rest that came with it ... life was hitting a low point ... i was going to a place where i felt i would never return ... when in fact a brilliant piece of art saved me from myself ... which is a lot to say about a tamil PADAM ... in the times of the KANDASAMIES and ARUMGAMss....

So late that night ... i switched on what was part of a series of movies that touches once soul ... very rare occassion i must say ...

I dare not try and capture the soul of the movie in my words ... i cannot so i dare not do it ... just that i haven't laughed so hard ... cried so hard... or felt so hard... stirred my soul... and renewed it !!!

I came back with a lighter heart and a brighter smile and with Hope more than anything else ...

and like a wise friend keeps reminding "love like u have never loved before .... " ... and no matter what ... nothing that a friend and a cup of tea cannot solve "...

Love and friendship are , and will always be the theme in one's life !!!!!

PS: It took me from AUGUST to NOW deal with these feelings and emotions and not cry about it and write this through. I am yet to describe it in detail but this is enough for me.

PPS : Cold night in BIG cities and holding hands with a "friend" is definitely ... great for this soul :)))) ...

Status ....

Paranormal activity ..... driving to the city... drinks and dinner with friends...walking hand in between arm and body :) ... the drive back ... sneeking home at 4:30 .... sleeping on the couch with no covers ... getting up at 6 to change , pillow and comforter... this is it ... what more can one ask for ... :) !!!

PS: I am happy to note that me and SM are no longer on each others FB or Orkut ... All is well :) !!!!

I have NEVER ...

been a big fan of Kamal Hasan ... never have and the chances of ever becoming one is never going to be... BUT i think i have been very unfair ... my reaction has been one of a HARD CORE RAJINI fan.. we lose perceptive and reality as soon as we become a hard core anything ... we no longer have the balance or the mental ability to appreciate the other !!!!

SO why am i philosophizing so much ... he he he I have been listening to songs from Unnaipol Oruvan and think -- two songs kick some serious ass ... the words included ... but at the same time ... i see that I have become mature enough to accept the fact that ones likes and dislikes does not trap but set free oneself... i am reminded of a dialog from Kandukondain Kandukondain ... it is the part where Ms. Rai proposes to Mammooty --- after a few lines she says ... " yenna inniki ullukula irrukura azhagayum pakura pakkuvam vanduruchu..."

PS: if you get it you get it otherwise u don't!!!!

Another year has gone by ...

and so much has changed from last birthday to this years and yet nothing.... of course the glaring ones are I am gainfully employed and single ... tho it looks like given amma's force that wont last very much longer!!!!

Last year a was a different high and this year something else ... but HIGH it has been ... finally after 4 years ... amma,appa and Me spent the entire day together that was awesome !!!!

A call recieved from some special people n the most fav one in which I had five of "my" boys sing happy birthday on the top of their lungs !!!!
Thambis and Thangachis , aayya thatha and all the athais ... its been nothing but good i suppose ... Yet at the corner of my heart i remember the "one" call that I did recieve last year ... which i most definitely missed this year ... But no hollow feelings ... emptiness is being filled with LOVE , nothing but unconditional and unadultrated love !!!!

And the CHERRY on top was a two lines from a friend:
Happy Birthday to a girl who is finding her ways in the odyssey of life. I wish her eyes always stumble upon things best for her.

My my ... i could go thru a a million breaks to feel a single millisecond of this love !!!!

Addicted....

Thanks to Ranjan ... I am addicted to the following two songs .... Breakfast, lunch and dinner மாதிரி .... listening to the following two songs ....

This one is just too beautiful ... the words are amazing .... this is true I suppose !!!
And the next one was just too good ... full of fun and firth and of course reminded me of two things ... one my city Madrasapattanam and my love for it .. basically hanging out in a Indian Metro and my fav one and of course Saif Ali ... who totally looks like and reminds me of the Younger Anni who i fell in love with (looks wise ) and those days we spent together in madras .... Oh yeah :)...



I couldn't find a video but if you guys get a chance please do see it... its awesome!!!!